I was sitting on the couch crunching numbers.
For the last four years I had been manifesting a big family move back to Arizona. Since the moment that we left, I had a fierce desire to be back.
Over that four years there were so many moments of having
one foot out of the door.
So much time of not committing to anything that would take us
through the summer,
take us through the fall, because we.were.leaving.
I would literally be brought to tears at the mention of Arizona.
I knew in my heart of hearts that I needed to be there.
So I sat, with our list of bills, scouring rentals, looking at job options.
We were going back.
I'll never for get that moment.
I looked down at my notebook
and I realized that this deep craving was not going to happen.
And I sat, and I cried.
I thought about staying where we were, in Rhode Island
and I cried more.
I knew that above anything else,
I would be strangled if I stayed put.
Where we were meant living in that constant tension,
the always unhappy, the overwhelm, the never-ending.
It meant forever walking the edge of sanity.
And it was in that moment that I decided to change.
I put aside all that I thought that I wanted,
what I thought that I couldn't live without.
I looked at what it was that I craved from Arizona.
I made a list and I gave myself space to go deep,
I asked why I wanted these things that made me cry.
I asked myself what I truly needed.
What would really make me happy.
And it was in that moment that everything changed.
I gave into the flow,
gave into the unknown.
I let the universe guide me,
guide my family,
And it was the beginning of all of my dreams coming true.
Your guide to hold space for you to go deeper,
to tap into a piece of yourself that has yet to be discovered.
To feel your joy as you access an inner strength that was there all along,
you simply needed to be asked the right questions to discover it.
I will be thereas you feel your confidence rise, your inner and outer light intensify,
to support you in rising up through this untapped potential.
To feel the magic of the universe